Mar
I frequently feel very sad like i can't smile and mostly hard to create empathy with people and friends. It's not that i don't like them, i just feel like my head is always in some other dimension, i feel like i'm having trouble enjoying doing whatever.
I feel more fatigued and fatigued due to an anxiety disorder i have. Every day for me becomes highly stressing and with no apparent reason for worrying so much about… this stress is breaking me.
I love my boyfriend, he is the ideal person i could ever find and we are going very well together. Although he is very sweet, caring, i feel he adores me very much, and i feel like i have the need of being with him ALL the time, every hour in the day. We are together each day, and still i feel lonely…
Then i always have some work to do for college (not too much), and i just can't stand alone to begin working on it. I even tried to work with my bf at my side, but then i just don't do anything, he tries to motivate me to work and i avoid it. I know i do need to be alone to do my work for school, but then I begin to do my stuff and i feel very very anxious and desperately lonely and sad and can't concentrate!
I don't want to be calling my bf to come over me all the time, cause he has his life and his things to do (like everybody), and in other hand, i don't want to feel like i am dependent from him to do whatever… i need to learn to be alone and bear it!
Anyone felt this before?
Sorry for my bad english and confusing speech, it's not my native language.
Answer:
That dimension is thinking. That's the source of each problem.
Find your true nature! That's the only solution.