Mar
Im always depressed constintly being blamed for things going on in my home,im yelled at,no one really believes im severely depressed or that i used to self harm like tonight my father was being REALLY rude to me and i told him off and went”stop treating me and my mother like crap!”and he went”no your treating everyone like crap”it really hurt me and my mother took up for it witch hurt me more because i know it isnt true i try to mask my emotions and help everyone! and then im told to halt crying i have no reason to cry when tears burst out of my eyes and ive told everyone im depressed like 40 times now still now help i dont feel believed anymore even when i had a concuiller i wasnt helped she just made my emotions worse by bringing up my past (i was bullied and spanked with a belt most of the time on my back and ya know..***) and im scarred by that a bit i really lose all of my friends after 2 years and 2 years ago i not only lost my aunt i lost my ideal friend my aunt died and my best friend left me which i still injured from and no one cares……..everyone in my house argues constint,blames me,and says things to me behind everyones backs which hurts me a lot too…..i cant call a hotline or 911 cuz someone would find out and id be called attention seeking…….i just want out……….and im not being over dramatic everything i say is really happening…….
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It sounds like 'are' depressed and I recommend you go see your GP for help with that. I also think you need to halt being so hard on yourself in regards to you and your family, might I advocate maybe joining a club that has interest to you and work on achieving your goals and focus intensely on your school studies. Try and live each day like its your last, when you get angry try and shift your perspective to something more positive, this will help you in lots of ways
Hope I helped
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if i comprehend this correctly, ur saying that ur dad verbally abuses u?
if so, u can call a local number that deals with that sort of thing. that is really the ideal thing u can do. go do it now if possible, u most likely wont get in any big trouble, and if ur worried about that, then u still have ur mother.
good luck, i hope your life gets superior :]
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Please dont feel like this you are not alone. God adores you so much. I know you said praying doesnt help but it does. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. Love yourself and everything else will fall in place but you must love yourself first. Please see a physician as soon as possible they can help you get your emotions under control. You’re a winner dont let anyone tell you any different.