Feb
For some twisted reason, whenever I imagine killing myself, it makes me feel superior. These are thoughts that come once in a while, but when they do, they stick. They make me feel empowered when I sadistically strike myself. Is this a sign that I’m going insane or am I just depressed (or something else)? What do you think?
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Do thoughts of torturing yourself also make you feel superior or is it only thoughts of killing yourself?
I used to be depressed and I found myself torturing myself in my mind - you know, like saying to myself things like nobody likes me, I’m worth nothing etc. etc…(that somehow made me feel better) During that period, I used to eat less, speak less and behave wierdly in other ways. It went away because of my friends. One day I realized that people do like me and I’m actually worth something.
If you’ve these symptoms and they continue for more than 15 days, then you’re clinically depressed (for me, it lasted exactly 15 days!)
I didn't need to see a physician, but I think it is better you do. Or atleast spend more time with your friends.
Whatever you do, remember that you are worth something and you’re always loved.
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you may not be depressed. you may be just toying with the idea for some reason, like just speculating what will happen. In that case my advise is to get a hobby. I used to be obsessed with such thoughts (how will i cope if i become blind one day, or break one of my limbs or find out that i have diebetes etc..) but never of death. Its unhealthy and pointless, since how much ever you speculate, you can never envision what it will be like. So think of something else, join a club, spend time with your friends
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Is there anything particularly awful going on or has happened to you in your life? Or are these feelings unfounded? It is normal to feel depressed from time to time, especially if something happens to upset you. But sometimes it can be nothing at all. Some people are apt to bouts of depression.
Talk to a family member or close friend if you can, or call one of those numbers..and if you feel suicidal again try to think of something good in your life.
take care & good luck x
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Dear One, Please call 1-800/273-TALK That’s the National Suicide Hotline. They’re people who have been to hell and back, and they volunteer in order to help us. The mind plays tricks on us, and with you, it's thinking that it is in control when it is not. You have great courage to ask your question. Please seek help. Good luck and take good care.
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You simply must speak to a professional about this. Call one of these two numbers; they’ll listen to you, give advice and counseling, and refer you to someone in your communty.
Boys Town Suicide and Crisis Line: 800-448-3000 or Covenant House Hotline: 800-999-9999
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For real man I'm kinda the same way. Just get help. Go to the hospital. Call 911. Call the suicide hotlines that the other person gave you. you gotta get help cuz it really aint cool to wanna kill yourself.
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The same thing happens to me. They WILL go away eventually, sometimes it takes longer.
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Be happy dudes, Be crazy, Love life, You’ve one chance